Tuesday, January 31, 2012
I Almost Forgot There Were Horses
When we first embarked on our country adventure, our spot was just a corn field. The country offered so much promise. The house slowly went up brick by brick, window by window. My husband impressed me with his skill and craftsmanship. Our neighbors down the way have horses and I noticed at 4: 30 every afternoon they would run, from one end of the fence down to the other. I couldn't help but think of how fortunate I was. Time went on and there was work to be done. The babies came and the draw on my attention was never ending. Little by little I took less notice of the horses that once caused me to marvel. Oh sure, I knew they were there, but I was too busy to really remember. Why did I forget? After all...wasn't it my responsibility to fix the world? To send out ultra responsible, productive children into society? No, not really. I mean ..yeah, we all need to raise our children to the best of our know how, but I'm pretty sure there must be some kind of delicate balance. Lately, I'm becoming slightly more aware of my fleeting youth, it bugs me a little. At the same time, I feel like a part of my mind is opening to remind me of whats really important. It's not the immaculate house or the perfect kids or even the perfect marriage. It's learning to love those that are placed in your life and to embrace the beauty of the journey. It's looking past yourself and the imperfections of those around you. Its remembering the horses when you have kids arguing in the background and there's clutter at your feet. I sat there today and watched those horses being carefree this morning and it just reminded me, that there is greatness, when you choose to find it.